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Anonymous asked:

Well for now if all you can do is predict, have hope in yourselves. Remember all of the amazing times that have lead up to this.

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i just hope we’ll continue having amazing times.

Anonymous asked:

You love eachother. Please do not lose hope already. Give him the next few nights if you are going to have any type of doubt.

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i’m so fucking scared.

this is a dream it’s a nightmare someone wake me up already i’m dreaming i’m dreaming i’m dreaming i have to be dreaming this can’t be real life 

my body is imploding

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Anonymous asked:

Well you are being completely genuine though. You wish you did not do what you did, and for that you have done all that you can do. You are not being a bitch about it though, you are sorry, so at least know that deep down you still love him and intend on making up for it.

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i love him with everything i’ve got and yeah i intend on doing anything i possibly can to make him feel the same way again

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Anonymous asked:

Well you being upset obviously shows you care about him more than anything. It is his move on if he does want to trust you. Showing him that you deserve his trust is what you should focus on now. You are going the right way with asking, but just make sure you never demand it from him.

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i can’t demand anything from him i’m completely in debt to him. i don’t deserve any type of control over anything that happens anymore. i guess you’re right whatever happens happens. i just hope that he somehow forgives me even though i don’t deserve it because i don’t know what i’ll fucking do if he doesn’t.

Anonymous asked:

You cannot always fix things, but you have to let things settle out for themselves. It will last if it was supposed to. You are strong. I believe you can make it through this. Now it is up to him to be strong.

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but it shouldn’t be up to him. i’m supposed to be there for him and now i’ve betrayed that and i’m really fucking scared that i’m never going to get that trust back. so. fucking. stupid.

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Anonymous asked:

Just breathe hun. Turn out the lights and just lie down. Try to take everything as slow as possible and do not think too hard.

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overthinking is one of my biggest problems ever i overthink everything EXCEPT APPARENTLY the one fucking thing that mattered i ruined everything you don’t understand i just ruined everything and it’s my fault it’s entirely my fault and there’s not a goddamn thing i can do to put in back together I’M SO FUCKING STUPID

Anonymous asked:

Please do not even consider killing yourself.

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maybe my heart will just give out i feel like i’m going to fucking pass out from the anxiety and self-hatred as it is jesus fucking christ i’ve never detested myself more than i do in this very moment

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